HELLOS.
haha. it's the last day of feburary. haha.
it was an okay day today. ryno and james made it funny but uber horny. haha.
i'm gonna type in my convers with james then ryno's the one after it:
james: do you know what cyber sex is?
me: no, and i don't want to know
james: they say "insert USB here..." then you[at this point, he sort of made a jumping motion on the chair and i got it and i was totally grossed out. let's see if you get it. haha]

now my conver with ryno. CAUTION: it's really horny so YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED :D
me: why do you have a tear in your shirt? ( it was really big. like 15 cm long.)
ryno: hard sex.
me : EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!
ryno:[then he showed me like this cut on his chest] this is another injury.

OMGOSH la. it was SO SO SO HORNY AND DISGUSTING.
hahahaha. but super super funny too. hahaha.
din do sport today coz i was feeling sick.

should i fight for what i want?
because i think if i do
i'm gonna die trying.
should i hold on?
because if i hold on,
i think i'm gonna kill myself...

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here's more on history. haha. got lots to study so you don't have to read the this and the next post coz it's gonna be on history. haha.

On 10 of June a poor peasant by the name of Peter Bartholomew the servant of a member of Count Raymond's army, came before Raymond and Bishop Adhemar. He told of having received several visions over the preceding months from St. Andrew in which the saint told him the Holy Lance, the spear that pierced Christ's side as he hung on the Cross- lay buried in St. Peter's Cathedral in Antioch. Raymond was convinced, but Adhemar was skeptical and there the matter sat. But news of the vision spread, with everyone having his own opinion. That very evening, another Provencal, this on a priest, told of a vision he had had. Since he swore it was true, and as his reputation was good(Peter Bartholomew's was not), Adhemar believed him.
On 14 June, a meteor was seen to tall into the Turkish camp, a very good omen(to the christians). On the 15th, a group that included Raymond of Toulouse(count), the historian Raymond of Aguilers, and Peter Bartholomew went to thte cathedral and began to dig. The digging went on for hours, with various people taking tuens. Count Raymond gave up and left. Then Peter Bartholomew jumped into the hole to give a hand. He very soon cried out that he found the lance. Raymond of Aguilers says he himself toughed the iron while it was still embedded in the ground. Word of the discovery of the Lance spread rapidly and it was taken to Count Raymond. Bishop Adhemar still thought the man was a fake and refused to accept it, but so great was the rejoicing that he kept quiet. The Christians were planning an attack anyway. They knew that there was serious dissension among various emirs in Kerbogha's camp, and in any case they could not stay much longer in Antioch for the army was starving. They set the date for 28 June.
The Crusaders carried the Holy Lance on a standard at the head of the army. When Kerbogha saw the Crusaders in full array, he tried to send out for a truce, but hte Cursaders advanced anyway. The Turks tried their usual tactics, but the Crusaders kept on in good formation. As he feared, emirs began deserting Kerbogha on the field of battle. When Dikak of Damascus left, the entire army collapsed. For once, the Christians resisted the temptation to look the enemy camp, but instead pressed the Truks hard, klling many. The battle ruined Kerbogha and saved the crusade. As much as anything, the victory confirmed Peter Bartholomew's visions.

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heyas!
today was an OKAY day. haha.
had...HPE first. it was a theory lesson so not so tiring. haha. but also had to cram the names and places of like 12 muscles into my already full head. and also, had to like rmb the types of muscles, the structure blah blah blah. hahaha.
it was quite interesting anws. haha.
we also went through some pretty complicated stuff like flexion and extension. between joints and muscles coz we had to really think alot. haha.
then we had...IPT. which was sucky. hahaha. i don't think we really did much anws. haha.
we just talked and talked. also coz i'd alr finished my assignment. WHICH REMINDS ME. we have 2 new assignments that we have to finish by the end of this term(die). one for science and one for history and THAT ALSO REMINDS ME. i have to find a partner for the science one. haha. but one group can have three i think coz there's an odd number so maybe i'll have to talk that one out with Mr J. hahaha.
then we had catering but i my violin lesson took up most of it. so yea. haha. and i'm playing this really LONG. really DIFFICULT. grade 8 piece for the exam and i'm so gonna die for that la.
then we had history. and we learnt about the holy grail and the holy lance and the sword of King David and this plate that was used in the holy supper and the knights templar and stuff like that .ahaha. also more on the crusades. hahaha. but actually, i was really tired and when mrs van rooyen told us the read out parts of it. i din really get it. hahaha.
so i'm gonna like type it out. you don't have to read it if you don't want to but it's more to my benefit if i go through it slowly. haha. here it is:
The Templar Knights or "Poor Knights of Christ" were a monastic order of knights founded in 1112 A.D to protect the pilgrims along the path from Europe to the Holy Land (Jerusalem). They took a vow of poverty [pretty wierd vow eh.] which was rare for knights, and had to supply themselves with a horse, aromour and weapons.
In the middle ages, a period of a thousand years from 450-1450, it was an era of religious persecution, an era when the Templars, the Cathars ( Albigensians) and the Hugots, among others, were being tortured and burned alive by the Inquisition for their beliefs. They wered called Heretics or pagans; a heretic is someone who holds controversial opinions, espectially one who publicly dissents from the officially accepted dogma of the Roman Catholic Church. [in other words, a heretic is someone who does not follow the order of the Roman Catholic Church] and a pagan is one who is not a Christian, especially a worshipper of a polytheistic[believe in more than one god] religion.
The orgin of the Grail legend is unclear; some sources say it is of Celtic origin, though the classical version of the story starts with the Crusades. One legend has it that the Templars found not only the Holy Grail, but other holy relics, including the Four Grail Hallows. the first Grail Hallow was the platter used at the Last Supper, the second the lance that killed Jesus on the cross, the third was the Grail itself, the cup that caught Jesus' blood so that none of it would touch the ground, and the last was the Sword of King David, father of King Solomon and the first in the a dynasty of Jewish kings. Legend had it that it was this sword that was used to cut off the head of St. John the Baptist.
The Templars were known to have dug under their quarters in Jerusalem, which is believed to be on the site of King Solomon's temple, and to have exacavated many artefacts. They also plundered Constantinople, having conquered it, and stoeln relics from there and elsewhere. According to the book "The Sword and The Grail" by Andrew Sinclair, European kings fervently sought out relics of historical importance to bring prestige to their city or palace. One such relic was the Byzantine Crown of Thorns, presumably worn by Christ, which was held in Venice. King Louis the Ninth of France, by bribery and Skuldugger, arranged for it to be moved to Sainte Chapelle in Paris. Rumour has it that even when the basilica of San Marco in Venice was gutted by fire in 1231, the Crown of Thorns miraculously survived. Stories give it that the Templars hid these relics, and others such as the Holy Rood, a piece of the cross Christ died on, in the Apprentice's Pillar in Rosslyn Chapel.
The first mention of a Holy Grail was in a poem written in 1204, when the Grail was described as the cup used at the Last Supper,other later texts refer to "Perceval" and "Parsifal", one of the kingths of King Arthur's table. Some of the Grail stories were written by people who were supporters of the Templars, and in one called "Parzival" there is mention of knights dressed in white surcoats emblazoned with the red cross of the Templars. Not all the Percival stories identify the Holy Grail as a cup, some call it a stone, very similar in concept to the Philosopher's stone, because legend has it that both the Grail and the Philosopher's stone would give immortality to their owners and transmute everything to spiritual harmony.
The connectiion to King Arthur was that legend has it that he attended Holy Communion with some hermits where the Holy Grail was used, he naturally thought the ownership of the Grail would restore England it it's former glory, to a time before the English were enslaved by the Imperial Roman armies that had invaded in 43AD, and he sent the knights of the Round Table in search of it. It is possible that the hermits King Arthur met were in some way related to Joseph of Arimathea who came to Glastonbury in AD63, on the first Christian mission to Britain. Legend says that he brought with him the Holy grail, which was either a cup or two 'cruets" thought to contain the blood and sweat of the crucified Chritst.
In Rome at present there is an Order of Templars, and they claim to have in safe keeping the Holy Grail, but not only one but two, as it is thought that the cup used at the last supper and the one used to catch Christ's blood were two different cups.

PHEW. that was really long and i typed it all out myself. haha. but copying from the history notes of course. haha. but i think i learnt alot. hahaha.and there's still more but i think that should be all today. more tomorrow!
you are too hot to let go.

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Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you
but I want to,
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you
but I want to,
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine,
when I'm not
Cause I don't know How
to make the feeling stop
CHORUS
Just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go,
of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to,
be around you
There's so much I can't say
and do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine,
when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop

CHORUS
Just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go,
of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killing me
and I'm wondering why I waited so long
Looking back I realized,
it was always there just never spoken
and I'm waiting here
been waiting here
mmmm.....oh

CHORUS
Just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go,
of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
ohh Just so you know
ohhh

Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go,
of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know

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HEYYAS.
made the swimming team....surprisingly. haha. but i think only for freestyle la. i was so sucky for the rest so i asked my mom to take us swimming like for self-training tmr. hopefully can go again on sunday. haha. and next weekend or something. so that at least i do some preparation for this BDSSS thingy. haha. i think it stands for Bundaberg District School Swimming Sport or something or other. haha.
hopefully i won't let st. lukes' down. haha.
i got such a bad watch tan. haha. and i'm so brown from yesterday swimming carnival la. haha.
oh yea, stupid jake landed me and sarahC with some paper that we had to give sarahW and then like we had to go and look for her and she was with her boyfriend. but we couldn't find her anws. haha. so we took it back and sarahC decided to give it to her during business class. haha.
sigh...waste all our energy.
oooh. somebody's jealous about somebody...HAHA
played touch again today for HPE. haha. i'm finally getting it. hehehe.
somebody couldn't play so i was sad. but nvr mind.
anws, managed to prevent george from making a touch twice. haha. he runs damn fast la. i was super tired. hehe.
okies. the weekend is here. the week passed super quickly la. haha.
i want it to be monday again la. haha. school is getting more and more fun. hehe.
well, have to go and reply some emails. hehe.

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HEYLOW.
had swimming carnival today. so tiring mann.
i got like first for freestyle but that was only for B div which is the slower race. haha.
then i did really suckily for the rest and now my arms are aching. sigh...
and i have HPE tmr. sigh...touch AGAIN.
i hope i can survive...
anws, during the swimming carnival, hung out with people. haha.
talked with some of the guys that i nvr talked to before. haha.
like kendal(he has a BIG problem). jake(i have no idea how he knew my name). jason and buster.
anws, it was really hot and tiring. haha. but it was so funny to watch the teachers race. haha.
BEN IS SO FAST LA. he got like 26 secs for free. and age champion somemore.
haha. i couldn't stop congratulating him la. haha.
but he deserved it anws. hehe.
anws, i just finished my IPT assignment AGAIN. haha.
and all i need to do now is to make a contents page and i'm all set and this time i printed it out and i saved it on the C drive. haha. so it won't get lost...hopefully.
hoping to do the contents page tmr during IPT lesson, then i can print it out. so yea. at least i have SOMETHING to do during IPT class. haha.
oh yea, today, i had to wear like zinc(it's like paint but it's not that harmful). so i had like on my face, my legs and stuff. haha. but it wore off by the end of the day. but like hannah was literally COVERED in red zinc. haha.
well, browning won the DUCK. YESSS.haha. our cheering paid off. but Noble won the championship. haha.
sigh... nvr mind.
they have lots of really good swimmers. hehe. we are all the sucky swimmers in browning. haha.
you totally piss me off.

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TODAY IS THE SUCKIEST DAY OF MY LIFE.
firstly, kane crashed into me during HPE touch and it was so freakin painful.
and i almost threw up.
my hair tie kept coming out as well. so it was so troublesome. so not wearing it anymore till my hair is long enough. just wanted to wear it today coz it was HPE and my hair keeps getting messy and stuff. so yea.
then i missed HALF a lesson of SOS and now i don't know ANYTHING bout the crusades which means more research on the weekends(not that i hate it, gives me a reason to use to com. :] )
then i got TONS of homework from sos. so i'm trying to finish it today.
i have swimming carnival on THURSDAY. and i'm in SO MANY races. it'll be so tiring. and now my left hip is screaming in pain from who-knows-what.
sigh...
my back still hurts from that fall in HPE.
i don't really blame kane though. guys will be guys.
i guess....

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HEYHEY.
had to present my english assignment today and i think i totally screwed it up la.
sigh...i forgot my WHOLE conclusion and only remembered bits of it, and then the harder i tried to remember it, the more it began to slip away from my mind. so yea.
i was totally struggling through my conclusion. haha.
GABBIE SO LUCKY CAN GET TO DO IT ON WEDNESDAY!!! hahah.
she was like going to be the last one today but then we ran out of time so she gets to do it on wednesday. haha.
cameron's one was so funny la. hahaha. his voice is so funny. hahaha.
anws, had to go to the library to wait for my mom to come to pick us up but i din really have any homework and so i just sat down to read a book and suddenly i saw my mom coming into the library. haha. so i borrowed the book instead. hehe.
stupid ryno wanted me to talk for half an hour in my english assignment. hahaha.
sigh...tmr got violin lesson and have HPE as first period so i guess we'll probably be playing touch or something. sigh...gonna be a looong day tmr. also got catering as last period. hopefully theory won't be so boring. and it won't be so hot, otherwise, i'd just die. haha.
p.s changed song to if we were a movie by hannah montana. <3 the lyrics!!

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HEYHEY.
yesterday was the most embarrassing day of my life.
courtney and alex were asking me which guy i like in the class in science, and they were like pointing to guys and asking me what i think about them. AND SOME OF THEM WERE LISTENING. maigosh la.
i really din want to say so i just said no no no. haha. then they thought i said that i liked james!! aiyoo. he's quite goofy. hahaha. oops! sorrie!!!. haha.
then he said he liked me back! like maigosh la.
then they asked allistair then he said he liked me too!!! aiyoooooo.
so embarrassing can!! but i won't trust alistair to mean that seriously coz he hangs around with girls alot. so yea. haha.
he's abit wierd too. haha.
BUT IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING CANNNN. aiyoo. i'll feel so awkward around them alr. haha.

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check this out!
St. Valentines Day is celebrated on Feburary the fourteenth. It is the traditional day that lovers express their love to each other, sending Valentines cards or candy.It is very common to present flowers on Valentines Day. The holiday is named after two men, both Christian Martyrs named Valentine. The day became associated with romantic love in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished.
The day is most closely associated with the mutual exchange of love notes in the form of "valentines".
On the acient Athens calendar, the period between mid-January to mid-Feburary was the month of Gamelion, dedicated to the sacred marriage of Zeus and Hera.
On St. Valentines Day in 1349, roughly 2000 Jews were burned to death by Christian mobs in Strausbourg.These mobs, led by nobles who owned large sums to Jewish money-lenders(usurs), blaming the Jews for poisiong the cits wells and causing the bubonic plague.
The earliest surviving valentine dates from 1415.
i thought it was quite interesting considering it was Valentines Day. haha.
ENJOY!

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!<3333
heyheyhey!!
hhahah.
happie valentines day to all of my besties in singapore!!! haha.
today was an okaay day. haha.
there were like roses everywhere. haha. it was ok la.
then we had a browning meeting during PC period and cara led us through the browning cheers for the swimming carnival next week.
though i don't think i'd be cheering alot coz i have to compete.
but nvr mind la. haha.
GO BROWNING!!!
i don't think you can see that but yea. that's the team colour.
i hope we win again this year. apparently last year, we won also but alot of people say that it was a sympathy vote coz the judges din want NOBLE to win again.
so cara said we had to obliterate the opposition(i thought she meant we had to win like all the races or something) then she said," and not give them a chance to cheer." haha.
oh ya,TO ALL BROWNING PEOPLE. YOU BETTA SHOW UP AT THE CARNIVAL OK OTHERWISE WE DUN GET FREE BARBEQUE!!! hahah
and we also get a 100 point bonus if we have the less number of people that show up. haha.
so everybody betta show up la. haha.
then today, during lunch, me and amy went to change early and we went to play soccer. then, somehow the guys managed to get it and they all started playing wif it and kicking it back and forth and it was almost impossible for me and amy to
get it back la.
then Sam(tallest guy in the grade) went and kicked the ball SUPER hard and it got stuck in the roof beams of the MPC!! and you know how high that is, that's like 200 m high or something. or maybe even 300 m. la. and i'm not exaggerating ok. it's true.
i wonder how Amy's gonna get it back la. haha.
maybe in a few years or something. haha. but how i saw it looked super funny.
coz i was walking back from outside after kicking the ball inside and then i saw sam kick the ball and it went up and everybody went OHHH!!! then i thought it was just coz he kicked it really high but then i din see the ball come down again so i quickly ran in and looked up and i saw it stuck there. HAHAHAHA.
it was quite funny. haha.
tmr got strings!!! can't wait!

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haha. tmr's valentines day and i won't really be celebrating it. haha. got nothing to give people. and i don't think anyone would give something to me...so yea. haha.
nvr mind.
today was ok. had catering. i think i got a C+ which is so suckky. but hey, i'm not a good cook anyway. haha.
luckily next week's a theory lesson. but after that, i have to cook something for lunch. then an appetizer. sigh...
so scary.
even the guys can get As la. erghh. i have to buck up my cooking and presentation skills mann.
i dunno why mrs Gill thinks that i can cook so well. sigh...she gave me a C anws.
hopefully she can still give me credit for TRYING(and failing) to cook something. haha.

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hey check this out! It's pretty cool.
P.s you don't have to read this but i have to read it anw and i thought it was quite interesting haha. miss van rooyen's really cool.
What you need to know about Alexander the Great
Born: 20 July 356 BC
Like all Macedonians, alex liked his liquor, which fuelled his ourbursts of rage.
What he longed for more than anything was to be remembered with glory and valour(seems to be what everybody in the olden times wanted.eg Achilles)
Alex was very mature for his age and is said to have impressed foreign envoys more than his father Philip would have, this at the age of 6.(so young la. haha.)
His folks only wanted the best for their son. They hired Aristotle from Athens to tutor Alex.
The teachings of Aristotle came in very handy during the later years.
Alex and Aristotle had a disagreement (big nasty argument and never spoke again) about foreigners.
Aristotle saw them as barbarians; Alex sought to merge the people in one nation without tyranny and oppressions. *who is the real philosopher?(strangely enough, the student is right this time. haha.)
Alex had huge "father" issues(ooh. attitude mann. haha.) and favoured his mother better(momma's boy). they still acknowledeged eache other but had very little common interests.
philip(his father) was murdered and alex became king *convienient? (very.)
Alex then went hog-wild in Asia for 11 years using his dads extremely well trained, hihgly skilled, elite fighting machine(the Macedonian Army) to go crazy in Asia.
Philip had dedicated most of his life to the development and polishing of his army and their fighting tactics. He made military duty a full time option with pay.(quite cool. i wouldn't mind doing that. haha.)So guys could stand around all day, every day throwing spears, drinking and playing war games...men(haha.)
After alex became kind at the age of 20(super young la) the little people thought they could push him around and all over his kingdom skirmishes broke out.
alex quickly put them in their place and separated the men from the boys.(not literally.) he stormed Thebes, killing almost everyone in sight, woman and children. the rest of greece quickly rethought their decision to abandon alex(woohoo!)
alex wasn't crazy but he wasn't well either. he believed he was invincible, godlike. A descendent from hercules. he was blessed with lucky omens and prophets from oracles that fuelled his ideals. he saw himself as a saviour sent to rid the world of tyranny and oppression. and he wanted revenge on persia because they really hurt greece. oh and he really really wanted to see the sea.(sounds like some psycho if you ask me. but he still managed to become Alexander the Great so i guess being a bit crazy pays off. haha.)
King Darius(the king of the Persians) led the persian army. alex spent a long time pursuing darius and his army. before final battle alex's army had spotted the persian camp during the night. alex refused to use the cover of night and catch the persians unawares. he wanted to face Darius man-to-man, army-to-army and prove he was the best on equal terms.(obviously believes in a fare fight) Obviously alex crushed the persians. While on the run, dariuys was assassinated by his own men. Alex was so furious with the assassins he executed them and gave Darius a royal burial.(he was really wierd.)
alex suffered from prarnoia. The rumours that his friends were plotting to assassinate him didn't help. Alex tortured and executed his friend, Phiotas, the leader of the conspiracy(so poor thing la.oh and for those people who don't know what conspiracy means[like me] it is:to be in harmony)
alex then hit the bottle in a big way(again not literally) and after a night of heavy drinking. alex and a very good mate of his. Cleitus got into a nasty argument. Alex was furious,(and drunk) and decided to teach Cleitus a lesson and ran him through with a spear. (if he carries on like this he's not going to have any friends left man.) the Macedonians were not happy. They were a little worried about alex and his anger management issues(i would be too if i were them)
Luckily, ALEX HAD CHARISMA. and soon the macedonians were back in the game.
alex perused his mission to liberate the world and unite the nations creating training programs to teach the greeks and persians about each other's cultures. His troops were not happy. Alex then adopted the persian way of dress rather than the macedonian, he married a persian dancer and then took one of Darius's daughters as a second bride in an attempt to unite Greeks and Persians...his troops were REALLY not happy.
but ALEX HAD CHARISMA...
and led his troops through Egypt, and India. In India, he was badly wounded and his favourite horse was killed in battle. Alex decided to head for home.
at Susa, Alex decided to further his mission to assimilate Macedonian and Persain cultures and arranged thousands of marriages between the Greek soldeirs and Persian women...his troops were very happy with him...(haha. again MEN...)
At their stop over in Babylon, things turned bad. There were many evil omens that Alex was no longer the chosen one, omens such as:
His best lion being kicked to death by an ass..(it's pretty hilarious if you think about it. haha.)
a man with a deformed liver being sacrificed in the king's honour(gross gross gross.)
Ravens fighting over the city wall with some falling dead right in front of him.
there are many theories about how alex died. some say he was poisoned, some that he died of fever(which must have been a really bad fever since he was so great). What we DO know is after several nights of serious drinking and partying alex fell ill.(tsk tsk). His condition deteriorated. Alexander the Great died at the age of 33 on June 10, 323BC( a really long time ago. haha.)

WELL, that's it. it must be the longest post i've typed so far. haha. but it's pretty interesting hey? haha. i put in some of my own comments to make it more interesting. haha.
but that was from a handout by my history teacher miss Van Rooyen. haha. we watched Troy today during the history period and saw how Achilles(brad pitt) died so majestically. haha. not really la. hahaha. but it was a good movie and miss Van Rooyen was like making it funny. haha.
anw,ENJOY!

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SIGH...
that's all i can do nowadays. i'm so tired.
trying to concentrate in class at the same time. haha.
aiyoo...
today, stephen told me something so horny can!!!
he asked me,"how's it hanging?"
then i din understand so i said,"good."
then he said that it actually meant,"how's your dick hanging?"
and i said good!! hahaha
it was so horny and funny mann.
haha.
today, i woke up at like 5.40am so i was so tired and my eyes were twitching like all through school and i got a headache during catering.
we went to hungry jacks for catering and we got to eat like burgers and stuff there for lunch which was pretty cool
but i now i have to lose all the weight. haha.
so i'm only eating an apple for dinner. haha
sigh...tmr got catering and swimming and violin lesson so i'm going to die again tmr. sigh...
i think i should swim coz
1. i need to exercise
2. i din go the last time and i think mr robinson would be pretty pissed if i din go this time.
but it's going to exhaust me mann. sigh...
you are such an idiot.

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HEYHEY.
was practically slacking today.
and doing some homework also. haha. i'm pretty happy about the homework i did today. haha
going to do some weeding later.
just taking a break from stoichiometry at the moment so decided to do some blogging. haha.
*for those people who dun noe what stoichiometry is, it's something that's bursting my brains and it's really complicated so i shan't bother explaining it to you. haha.
went to buy some correction tape today at the newsagent at Northside.
also posted some letters. going to call my grandmother later. promised her to call everyweek. so yea.
had lunch at like 2 something today. haha. but din really like eat alot. haha. my hunger disappeared after like 12 or something like that. haha. which was really wierd but i just ate some. haha.
i'm afraid that i might be getting emo. haha.
i think alot everyday. about stuff. stuff that's not even important. haha.
and i get depressed quite easily. like mood swings. haha. i think it's coz i got so many things happening now that i have to think about. like another violin competition coming up. can i cope with my work. what do i have tmr....etc. stuff like that.
sigh...
i just wanna go back. i just wanna go home...
i wanna go back to where i was before.
where life was peaceful.
and i could live...without worrying.

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HEYY!!!
haha. i just came back from this barbeque thingy at school and i din get a chance to come back and change and stuff so i had to eat and play in my uniform which was so uncomfortable. haha.
anws, i saw Sarah Wann and Tamara first. then i saw Amy and then Kim. then Sulitna. haha. oh yar.SMB likes SMB and couldn't stop asking me for her phone no. haha.
woohooooo.
anws, we wanted to go and stalk the guys first but gave up, coz we thought they were pissed at us, then we went to sit at the front of the school to talk. then we went to help amy to get her soccer ball back from her bros. then we got it back and SARAH threw it back to them. so yea. haha.
then amy got it and the guys tackled her and got it back. then we just sat and talked in the grass then Amy got the ball back and all the guys started coming to talk to us. haha.
we were, quoting from Sarah, guy magnets. haha.
which was quite cool. but i had to go coz my mom was angry wif me for walking away from her and not telling her where i was. so yea.
haha, i was sad to go but it was inevitable i guess. haha.
allistair is so hott!!!

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hellos.
okies. today was a very...interesting day. haha.
First of all, Amy din bring her lunch so she came to us(me, kim and kalya) and told us that she's dying. and she lay down on the grass, clutching and bunch of grass(they were supposed to be flowers) in her hands and put her hat over her head and declared herself dead.
then i said," here lies Amy, you died of starvation...coz she forgot to bring her lunch.R.I.P" HAHAHA. She looked so hilarious that we all started laughing and stuff. and when she got up,
she had made a dent in the grass where it was flattened and stuff and she remarked that it was pretty cool and that she was going to die there everyday. hahaha.
then later on, when lunch was nearly over, i was walking near the guy's port racks when one of the guys pushed daniel like off the port racks and it SO looked like he was going to jump on me and then that guy(i think it was kane) was like," hey! trying to make a move on her alr eh?"
oh mann. guys can be SO sick can!! haha.
who wants to go out with Daniel anw. haha. he's so geeky(oops! no offence) haha.
and i pity all the guys, coz they have to wear shorts and if they were shorts they have to wear really really LONG socks all the way up to their knees and they are just so nerdy. hahaha.
hmm....i think i want to change my song alr. to chasing cars from snow patrol. it's a uber nice song that i really like.
haha. i keep changing my song, but i think that this would be the last time. haha. won't be changing this blog skin for a long time though. it's so hard to find a good, suitable blogskin nowadays. sigh...

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i hereby declare that Michelle Ong Hui Min died today.
haha. you know why? because, she had to wake up earlier so that her sister could go to middle school orchestra practice. then she sat around and waited for about an hour for her friends to come. then she had english and maths and after that, her mind was suffering from mental fatigue and she was exhausted from concentrating so hard and trying to remember everything.
THEN, she had study period and Mrs Darcy made the class do some stupid mind boggling thing that she had done before and was racking her brains to remember how to do it. THEN, she had to go for sport/mass PE. and she went to the pool and had to do time trials. THAT was when she found out that free, breastroke and back were COMPULSORY to time trial AND, you had to swim your fastest for all of them. FURTHERMORE, somebody made her do BUTTERFLY with her even though it was optional. and by then, she was so freaking tired i couldn't even climb out of the pool without going up the ladder. and even that was so tiring coz her arms hurt so much. AND NOW, she has to compete in the St. Luke's Swimming Carnival in ALL strokes. A division in breastroke, back and fly and B div in Freestyle. and for all those who don't understand, in each heat, if you get first or second, you are in A div and if you got third or fourth, you are in B div and if you're fifth, sixth or seventh, you are in the point races which are not really...counted. hahaha.
ANYWAYS. she went back to school and she was so tired,she couldn't even suck water out of her nike water bottle. and she also had to wait for her mom and her sisters to come.
SIGH... it has been a tiring day. and tomorrow, i have to go for some youth service thing, i have senior strings and i also have piano lesson after school so tomorrow's gonna be pretty sucky as well. haha. sigh...that's all i can do nowadays coz i'm so tired. but i guess my friends are pretty tired as well and we share the misery. haha.
OH YAR. today, was so horny coz we were swimming and almost all the guys had packs which was cool but all the bimbos and ah lians were like screaming and freaking out coz...yea.
you get what i mean. haha. and, the tallest person in class, a guy called Sam, his feet could reach the bottom of the pool at the deepest point of the pool and all the girls,
coz they were obviously shorter than him,
otherwise, he wouldn't be the tallest person in class, was climbing onto his shoulders and stuff which was really sick and
he was OBVIOUSLY enjoying himself
coz he was laughing and grinning all to himself. [shakes head]
THEN, we heard that the guys were having GROUP HUGS in the bathroom which was totally WRONG.
then, later when me and miranda were walking out, we saw Henry HUG Allistair(just 2 guys) and when we gave them wierd looks,
Henry said," what? can't two guys hug? why? TURNING YOU ON EH????"
maigosh la. it was so HORNY and GROSS mann. somemore he's not that shuai. ergh...
haha. then on the bus, Stephen pretended to talk with a lisp. like you have braces and stuff and they were like making fun of people with braces.
then Kelsey told him to shut up and he talked with the lisp rite in front of her and his saliva went on her face
and he din say sorry so she got really pissed and SLAPPED HIM!!!
i wanted to scream and cheer. hahah. coz stephen was getting on my nerves and it was starting to get annoying and irritating. haha. and liked almost the whole bus went," OOOOOOOOH!!!"
hahahaha.
it was pretty funny and stuff. but yea. haha. wow,this is a long post. well, i'm gonna go now. have to rest.
so very tired....

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HEYY.
hahaha. this is the 170th post. haha, which is quite cool. hahaha.
then it'll soon be the 200th then 300th. hahaha.
i'm trying to reach a thousand haha. which i think would be quite cool and my archives would be flooded by then. haha. okay i'm being totally random rite now. haha.
well today, was super tiring. but not as tiring as the previous days in the week. haha.
tgif mann. i won't last another minute in the school coz i'm so exhausted from the week. haha.
but it was a good week i guess.
next week's gonna be a messy one coz i have to go swimming and stuff. sigh...
today we had a sign on thingy where you sign on to your ccas. i joined school orchestra and string ensemble. which are like the same things but string ensemble play separate pieces as well.
well...they day started off with IPT. we had to watch some video thingy and answer questions and that was the summary of the whole lesson coz that was the only thing we did. haha.
then, we had social science. i start with history for the first semester(first 2 terms) and we're learning about warfare. haha/ which is pretty cool actually coz we get to watch all those movies with war in it, like Kingdom of Heaven, Troy etc. haha . which is pretty cool. haha. yea.
then we had maths. which was cool.
then lastly science which i was a bit late coz i had to play the violin in the music room with some of the teachers who are really really NICE and FUNNY. hhahaha. we laughed alot. haha. and the music sounded SO NICE. i felt really good. haha. they just needed to choose some songs so they wanted to know what it sounds like so they asked me and another girl to go and play with them. haha. they're really nice though. also, i have to start violin and piano lessons next week and i get to miss classes coz of them which i don't think is a really good idea but nvr mind la. hope i can catch up though. haha.

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